Don't u just hate it when you realize that nothing is truly what it seems in absolutly anything, especially when it comes to people you love?

what happened to the world?
what happened to hearts?
it's simply cruel irony what sometimes fate have set upon us...

I'm begining to believe that it's true: "The Good don't last for long!"
uuuffff chan yigafl mu5eee ma3arf shu afakr
walla now i have to think maybe a million times to even believe what people tell me especially the close ones... it3agadt dude! ildnya ma95ara walla *9a7 kalam 5alo fofo<< fdaitha *
XD now this phrase makes sense:
shame on you if you fooled me once,
shame on me if you fooled me twice!!

AnyWayZ miss yaw pplz ... i've been so dead wayed work... college morning, w i have to continue some courses that i've started min gabl at night time w i have to start tomorrow .. ba3ad shu... ya mama tbanee a5ith more courses fee diff languages w chee bas im thinking of joining jebel ali's club for shooting

ya just wanted 2 mention that mashAllah fee wayed new deviations that i'm admiring lately... ppl i salute u tc pplz luv yaw mucho0o0o <just felt like it XP

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAH

Don't know where to start!!
it's been such a long time u DA ppl XD
started my comeback with some quickie drawings. (check'em out -e7m e7m) ..
not good enough though...
a7is i'm loosing my talent!!
been to busy to DRAW!

anyways just wanted 2 say i missed ya all w 4 every single one who's wasting their time reading this

ppl itha mitfaygeen give me a quickie update 4 wat have u been up 2.. me wanna know

anyways ppl let's rock da house
dance with me ppl

... WhAt Do YoU mEaN By YoUr LiFE CaN'T SomEThnG BeLoNG To Me? ...

Mood: SmoKinG ShiT AwaY
Listening to: Rular Rah-johnny

Because of you
I became the one who destroyed that mountain
Because of you
My secrets are floating out like the water in the fountains
Because of you
I lost my precious heart
Because of you
My family would always stay apart
Because of you
I became the disgrace
Because of you
In the hearts of people for me there’s no place
Because of you
The blood I give is gone on waste
Because of you
I live forever captivated in such rage
Because of you
I loathe the skin that I’m in
Because of you
My blessings are formed as pretty sins
Because of you
My picture hung itself
Because of you
I have nobody else
Because of you
My life I have changed
Because of you
By a million names I’m named
When it’s all not true
Because of you…

MerDrE

... WhAt Do YoU mEaN By YoUr LiFE CaN'T SomEThnG BeLoNG To Me? ...

Mood: SmoKinG ShiT AwaY
Listening to: Rular Rah-johnny

i was scared to do this, but obviously i have to...
first let me introduce myself to you i'm reem one of maryblackheart's closest friends, from a while now she's been giving me her pass for this account, and she would always tell me to enter and comment and i don't know what, she's been acting weird never knew what's in her mind...
she gave me a huge collection of drawings with words on it, and she asked me to submitt and stuff.. never knew why she told me so when she could have done that herself, until couple of days ago ...
i heard nothing of her, her mobile is switched off, nobody answers her house, and when they sometimes do she isn' there, i tried contacting some of her family members some would say she's busy and some would say they don't know, even in college many girls would tell me she wouldnt be in class much, mostly she's in some principle's office or something, like always in the admisitration and stuff...i even tried passing her by but when i rang the doorbell nobody answered.. quite frankly the place looked deserted... i'm scared, i dont know what to think... but i atleast have to do something she loves as a part of being loyal, i will submit the drawings she kept with me and her comments, that's all i can do... if anyone got in contact with her pls note me in her account, or anyone has details or questions i will be here as much as i could...
as in for you, her friends here at DA, pls pray for the best for her, and inshAllah she comes back ... All i know is that her drawings is a part of whats going on...
wish you all guys the best... tc

MerDrE

... WhAt Do YoU mEaN By YoUr LiFE CaN'T SomEThnG BeLoNG To Me? ...

Mood: SmoKinG ShiT AwaY
Listening to: Rular Rah-johnny

Tagged by my lovely
felt like killing u bas shoo asawee,ma3aleih ba5abir 3aleich deemo

Name 3 schools you went to:

1.Just Mawakeb School yah all 14 years

Name 3 things in your purse/wallet:

1. money
2. lipgloss
3. my nano ipod

Name 3 things you always wear:

1. hairclip
2. jewlery
3. the whole world on my back

Name 3 things you do when you are really stressed:

1. draw
2. write poetry
3. hold down my tears so hard, brings on migranes *ouch!*

Name your 5 favorite songs right now:

1. Rular Rah -Johny
2. Judas priest- Angel
3. Cradle of filth- Nymphetamine
4. 3abdullah ruwaishid- ustaz il5yaneh
5. System of a down-lonely day

Name 3 favorite places to shop:

1. Wafi
2. Emirates towers
3. city center

Name 3 places you go to on a daily basis:

1. College
2. Home
3. College again

Name 3 things you like to do:

1. Being with friends
2. Being alone
3. eating & sleeping

Name the 3 most valuable things in your life:

1. A picture, a shirt from a dear friend
2. My new bed from my aunt its all mine
3. a special ring

Name 3 favorite fruits:

1. apple
2. grapes
3. cherry

Name 3 things you are addicted to:

1. my bed
2. Ornamin C
3. my bed again

Name 3 goals in 2006:

1.Pass this year in college
2.Loose weight
3.get the peace and comfort that me and my surroundings deserve

Name 3 plans for next week:

1. Get rid of my newspaper page, i hate being a page editor
2. go to AUS with my cousin
3. just get over next week

Three Names You Go By:

1. tooomeeeee
2. 5o5o by my best friend dee5o
3. 6006a

Three Things That Scare You:

1. loosing ppl
2. letting my parents down
3. hurting others

Three of Your Everyday Essentials:

1. Chats with moma
2. hot & cold showers
3. listening 2 music

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:

1. My jalabya
2. my jalabya
3. ... didn't i mention my jalabya

Three of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists:

1. Madonna
2. 3abdullah ruwaishid
3. Rular rah & a must say system of a down

Three Things You Want In A Relationship (OTHER THAN Love):

1. loyalty
2. honesty
3. and isloob fee ta3amul

Three Things about the opposite Sex that Appeal to You:

1. Persona
2. eyes
3. his relationship with Allah. family and surroundings

Three Places You Want to go on Vacation:

1. 3umra
2. Germany
3. London

Three things you want to do before you die:

1. Go to 7aj
2. Complete the reasons for me being here
3. become and idol for many

Three ppl to tag:





*el-rab3* list a.ka: friend list

~first let me start with my number 1 7abooba favorite -my shreera a.ka: partner in crime

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she is simply amazing i love her cuz shes always ther for me


-----> amazing artists and real friends

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<if i missed any1 pls let me know > ^-^

MerDrE